At night I like to think
And the past few weeks I’ve had only one thing on my mind
Our bodies subconsciously transcribe DNA to RNA which is
then translated in to protein and so on and so forth and yet despite that
complexity I can’t even put my feelings for you in to the simplest of words.
because they aren’t simple.
I don’t know what these feelings are, but I’m looking at the
moon tonight and he keeps reminding me how much I’d rather look at you.
Before the sun comes to chase him away, we have a
conversation.
as his light gently touches the water he asks me what I long
for.
I tell him about a girl with eyes like the stars, who’s skin
is as soft as the clouds.
A girl who is more beautiful than the ocean, and stronger
than the wind.
And I tell him that I don’t know what love is, and I don’t
know if I ever will.
But as far as feelings go I’ve never felt such a connection.
Every second I spend with her is as wonderful as she is.
And each time I look into those eyes I feel more and more.
I don’t know if I should want those feelins to stay or to go
because day by day a I find a new reason to fall for you.
I did NOT say fall in love.
Because I don’t know what love is, but I think it’s the
smile that you bring to my face no matter how hard the world is pulling me
down. Or maybe it might be the nickname that only you call me. Because I’ve
always hated nick names but there’s something about you that I love.
I don’t know what love is but I swear every time you hug me I
feel something. Every time your hand is in mine the world could end and I know
I’d be just fine because everything I could ever want is right by my side.
I don’t know what love is but I feel it in my lungs every
time I take a deep breath because you smell like beauty, and that’s a smell
i’ll never forget.
I don’t know what love is but I run out of words when I try
and explain how beautiful you are. Nothing can compare to you not the moon and
definitely not the stars because they come and they go but you’re on my mind
always.
Like a bird thinks about flying I think about you.
And I don’t know what love is but I’d do anything for you
You’re beautiful. No matter how many times I say it you’ll
never hear it enough. And I can’t explain because my my heart won’t tell my
brain how, but you make me feel alive.
Every inch of my soul knows you are, and I can feel my heart
longing for you all the time.
I wish you could see into my mind and feel how I feel. My
words can’t do justice, they never will.
I always wonder why we’re the same. Why we act the same,
dress the same, and even say the same things. These similarities make it harder
for me to tell myself no because I feel such a strong connection pulling me in
to you.
No one makes me happier than you and I feel like if you’d
have given me a chance I could’ve done the same for you.
I know there’s something there really deep down, but it
can’t blossom unless you allow it to, I’ve done all I can and I’d do it again.
I don’t know what love is but this can’t be it.
Because love is supposed to be scary,
and I’ve never felt something more comforting in my life.
